I don’t know. For some odd reason I have this tendency to get wild stupid (not wild wild) near the date of my birthday. First was skipping work and then a late night out which is likely to make me skip work again tomorrow. I don’t know why I always keep doing this to myself. Much like those other things that I just know will be bad for me but I still do anyway. I know something is wrong with me, but I just can’t help myself it seems.