the day started out slow, training for equity trading with Kirk and Jacinda on board. trading is all exciting and all and we are all still keeping our fingers crossed so that we'll start phonelab by next week. they sent an email with the LOB stack-ranking and i ended up at the bottom of the pack, with scores amazingly ower than the class that i just taught. so much for being a trainer. pfft. so much for my performance assessment bonus, i'd probaby get fired in a few months time if i go at trading at this rate. this last quarter has to be my worst quarter yet, and the worst-est thing is, it's all probably my fault anyway, or i just am too tired to fight for it. in this workplace, there are just battles that are just meant to be fought, but not really meant to be won.