put a sock in it

kinakabahan ako mag trainer. hindi ko alam kung bakit.
i guess the pressure is really getting to me. well, it's just actually a training demo, for pete's sake, not like that i'd actually be the trainer already. which is, though, very likely, given that i've got ome training experience to my credit and so far that's the only one that counts as some sort of edge for me.
isipin mo lang. magtuturo ka sa mahigit 20 katao ng 13 chapters ng mga bagay na ni minsan sa buhay nila hindi nila aakalaing kailangan nilang malaman ngayon. kakabisaduhin lahat ng mga konsepto, iintindihin kung paano gumagana ang isang sistema na hindi naman talaga nila mailalagay sa praktikal na gamit. tapos mag-eexam sila araw-araw halos sa loob ng ilang buwan para lang maging handa sila sa kanilang pagbagsak, wag naman sana. ibang klaseng pressure na ito! to th highest level.
and in between that, checking papers, assessing performances, determining who would be fit to handle the challenge and who would just not make the cut. ang hirap mag-decide.
pero… i want this. i want this. i can almost taste it. i am trainer.
 
series 7 exam… welcome back old friends, dearborn and bisys…
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